woke up at around 12 plus today.. due to the late nite ytd.. there's one interesting thing i feel like posting.. ytd at around 3am plus, i saw one of my hamster running around my living room.. i was so shocked lor.. how did it managed to climb out fr it's cage.. i had a hard time chasing after it to bring it back to it's home.. hahax.. fr this, i can conclude that hamsters/mouse is really super clever lor.. hahax.. ok that's my hamster! hahax.. love them lots.. they are so cute! =)

ok.. early in the noon, my dear msg me.. he told me he did not slp thru out the nite.. he was playing cards and drinkin with his family.. hmmm.. so i quickly ask him to go slp lor.. always say i slp so late.. hehes.. now it's my turn.. hahax.. always slp so 'early'?? bleeahx.. =P

k lar.. that's all for the moment.. gotta go study le.. bye ppl..

haix.. it's early i n e mornin 1:12am..suddenly have this urge to continue blogging.. maybe is becos after readin my sis, cousins blog bahx.. den gt this 冲动bahx.. haix.. it's been more than 1 month plus from my last blog.. lots of things happen during this period.. thou it can be considered a short time.. hmmm.. wat shld i sae first ne?? just to warn ppl readding this post.. it's gonna be a super long and boring post.. hahax.. think i will tok abt my studies first bahx..

recently i just gt back both my BMIC quizzes.. i can't believe my eyes when i see the marks lor.. it's damn disappointing!! for the 1st time i gt C lor.. and it's a just nice kind.. damn sad.. hais.. after receiving the paper, thru out the lesson i was like controling my tears while listening lor.. i can't let others see the weak side of me.. for those who happen to see my blog, i'm actually a person tat puts on a strong front.. i seldom allow myself to breakdown in public.. maybe too 爱面子le bahx.. hahax.. i really hope i can do well for mrs mark part, so tt i can at least get a B..

today is the 2nd day of chi new yr.. yet i dun have the 新年气息.. WHY??!?!?! i also dunno.. maybe is too busy with all the quizzes and project.. no new clothes, new shoes, new accessories, etc for me this yr.. no time and $$ to go shoppin lor.. so sickening..

however, i somehow like this yr's new yr.. cos i can get to see my relatives.. hahas.. reached my aunt's hse at around 2 plus.. and i think is the latest among the past few yrs.. hahax.. when we reached there, my father's side ppl say i look prettier than the superstars.. i was like dotx... nothing to say cos i think they too exaggeratin le.. i think my sis is prettier than me lor.. and yar.. this us the first new yr that i put on make up.. my sis do it for me de.. i think her skills is really speechless.. its super nice lor.. hahax.. after abt 1 hr or so, we went off and head towards my uncle's hse (mummy side!!).. so excited.. as all along, i prefered my mum's side than my dad's side.. maybe is due to the age gap bahx.. my dad de side is all small kid.. thou i think they are cute but i wun wan to play with them.. hahax.. just like to see them play amongst themselves.. hahas.. however, my mum's side de ppl is all around my age de.. so more things to tok abt..

when we reach there, not many ppl was there.. maybe is becos we were early this yr.. hahax.. at first, i just sat around to slack for a while.. felt a bit tired cos not enuff slp.. hahax.. den after a while, i went to see my jieplay mahjong.. den after a few rounds, i went in to play.. hahax.. it was fun playing mahjong.. for the 1st round, dunnoe wat happen, i ended up woth 14 tiles half way thru..maybe i was too engross in tokin to ah sheng le... den forgot to throw tiles le..hahax.. cannot blame me.. cos i tat moment, i just fiund out that one of my fave cousin (Ah Sheng) gt into the same camp as my fave god-bro (dennis).. such a coincidence.. or shld i sae s'pore is really too small le.. hahax..ah sheng is in platoon3 while dennis is in platoon2..hahax.. quite shock to found out this.. then after that i won another 1 round.. poor yun fang didn't win any round as she's still new to mah jong.. we played till abt 6 plus.. den we change to karaoke session!!

first part if the session was boring for me.. cos i didn't get the chance to sing.. but after a while, i started to get my voice goin.. hahax.. it's been a long time since i last sang.. we sang a lot of nice songs.. and looped quite a no. of songs too.. so funny lor.. a duet can looped up to 3 times.. cos we gt 3 guys present who luv to sing.. hahax.. i luv all my relatives!! they are all very fun and nice ppl.. shld ask them out more often.. hehex.. =)

here's a small part abt my inner self.. it's been a long time since i see HIM le.. hmm.. maybe i shld say it's abt 1 yr le.. maybe fr young i've slowly develope this special kind of feelin towards HIM that i dun wish to spoil.. last yr i tot my wish can finally come true.. but due to some reasons, my dreams shattered into pieces.. however, after some thots, i feel that it's better for us to remain as wat we are now.. cos i'm glad we are related in THIS WAY too.. if YOU happen to see this, i just wan to tell YOU tat u can always find me if YOU have problems with HER.. i'll try my best to help de.. and YOU will alway occupy a small portion in my soul.. =) stay happy always..

lastly, abt my relationship.. hais.. dunnoe why sometimes i have a feelin tat my dear dun really care abt me.. when i msg him, he took a very long time to reply.. maybe is i think too much le.. and when i receive his sms, i felt so happy.. seeing his explanation for not replyin somehow ease my stupid thots mentioned above.. hahas.. i really hope we can last 4ever.. =) hope dear u can make my wish come true.. thou nowadys we seldom have the time to meet up.. (due to the stupid hectic schedules for both of us) i just wanna let u knoe i really cherish this relationship and i believe u feel the same as i feel.. sometimes when i really need u and i can't contact u.. it makes me feel lost and worried.. lost cos i dunoe wat to do and who to find.. worried cos i dunoe wat might happen to u.. but i really hope u can understand..

k lar.. think tat's enough for this post le.. nites ppl..