hais.. really gg nuts due to too much info to MeMorIse.. how i wish i could just read one time and get all the info 'DownLoaDed' into my head.. HAHAx.. Fat hOpE man!! i can just stop DayDreAming le..

studyin is just so boring and tedious lor.. keep falling aslp after hrs of studying.. and now i'm really afraid of not being able to memorise my CellBio info by Wed nite.. cos it's a mornin paper on thurs.. God Bless Me Man..

I'm ReAllY tired..

finally man! 2 down.. left 2 to go!! hehes.. so happy.. but.. the previous exam wasn't that smooth though..

studied too much for microbio.. and all those i thot will come out didn't.. in the end.. it's mostly the concept.. nothing tricky.. hais.. shldn't have spend so much time on it..

too much time spent on microbio.. not much time allocated for IO chem.. spent like onli 1 day to study thru.. den the paper was like HELL.. i guess Dr ship really ought to give her future students more challenging qns.. if compare her quizzes to the exam it's like one Pri level and the other is tertiary level.. so much tougher than i tot lor.. hais.. hope i can still score bahs.. thou i didn't have much time to check thru.. sianx..

been studying fo rthe pass few days.. so sick and tired of it le.. after today, i'll have to start mugging (AGAIN!!) on cell bio le.. if not scared not enough time.. another memorising module.. hahas..

one of my hamster is getting weaker and weaker le.. HOW?! i very scared and sad lor.. i really feel bad cos the reason it's getting weaker is indirectly connected to me.. hais.. kinda my fault.. SO SAD!! really dun wish anything bad to happen.. feel like bringing it to a vet.. but... come to think of it.. it's kinda weird as i didn't heard of ppl bring a HAmSTeR to a VeT.. hais.. sianx.. really damn sad!! Argh!!!

hais.. HE called me a few days ago.. and we chatted.. hahas.. HE told me all the funny events tat happen during HIS tekong training.. and a bit on HE and HIS gf.. HE says: 有女朋友 好象没有女朋友.. hais.. sounds so lack of confident in HIS relationship.. i also can't do anything to help cos i feel tat is his gf tat has gt the prob.. or maybe they are just not meant fo reach other.. but.. i still wish him all the best in this relationship..

tat's all for this post le.. off to my neopets.. take care ppl!

I'm Jobless Once agAIn.. HahAs.. =)

hahax.. exams are round the corner.. so i guess i wun be blogging until exams are finish.. hahas.. so see u ppl soon!! good luck once again to those who are having exams too!! jia you! jia you!! jia you!!!

today woke up at 9 am.. tried to study a bit on BMIC.. but get distracted very easily.. so only managed to study a bit of it.. and i'm off to meet Jun in kovan.. we met 12noon at kovan.. and i guess we estimated wrongly the duration of e journey.. thus we reached there at abt half an hr earlier.. so we decided to go walk walk in junrong point and find something to eat for lunch.. we walk around the place and finally settled on coffee bean.. she bought a tiramisu and i bought a cup of ultimate.. sat till around 1:30 den san they all arrived le..

at around 2:30, we went to the stage where jac is goin to perform.. and we met ms yee there.. first, we went to buy the votes for jac.. nxt, jac is up.. den we decided to hold up the 'banner' made for her.. but at frst we were all feeling a bit weird to hold tat up.. cos a bit shy too.. so ms yee started to bring the banner up.. then nxt, we shouted for her.. and sat in front of the stage.. feelin kinda weird thou.. but i must say jac.. u did well.. =) u can do it! jia you for ur finals.. den at around 3:10, i went to watch i not stupid too with alpha, steve, and kang wei.. jun, nic, kiong, linda and ms yee went off after we went to see movie..

i not stupid too is really a super nice movie.. i think it consist of both humor and touching scene.. i was like laugjing and crying away in the cinema.. so shy lor.. scared kena spotted by them tat i creid.. so i tried my best to take cover.. hahas.. those who haven see this movie, it's highly recommended by me.. or u can choose to buy the vcd instead.. cos i think it's worth e money.. =)

after tat, i wen to meet HIM for dinner.. i was kinda happy despite my low spirit.. HE quarrelled with his gf again.. hais.. i think HE's kind of mah mu le.. so poorthing.. ok... HE treated me to pizza at pizza hut!! hehes.. haix.. went to TPY de pizza hut.. den went to walk walk for our pizza to digest.. hmmm... HE's goin for field camp nxt wk.. hope everything goes rite for HIM.. jia you oh!

hais.. switched off my hp last nite.. thot this morning switched on will see sam's msg.. but... he didn't... really damn depressed and pissed now.. why is this happenin to me? DOES IT TAKE HIM A LONG TIME TO JUST SEND ME A MSG FR YTD TILL NOW?!?!?! IS A MSG REALLY TAT DIFFICULT??!! i think i'm just an extra in his life.. maybe i shld just walk out of it... or maybe i shld just wait for him to kick me out of his life.. and who knoes.. his god sis might become he's future wife!! watever! i'm so pissed and moody now tat i feel like tearing down my room!!! but... hais.. i really dun wish all these to happen...

now i just need a msg fr him or an ans... AM I IMPT TO HIM?!?! hais.. i wish i cold just forget all this things and just jolly well concentrte on my revision for exam!! but... hais... how i wish i could do tat!!

k lar.. tat's it.. buais..

hmmm..
basically today is a sucky day for me.. but to my frens.. it might not be..
first 1 wld like to congrats edwin!! he passed his maths!! feel so happy for him.. but hor.. he's troubled now.. he didn't knoe if he shld change poly a nots. but i feel he shld lar.. cos it's better for his future.. but decision still lies in him.. =)

late in the evening, we went to a dance concert.. nicole's is one of the performance.. OMG.. the whole event is damn nice lor.. especially nicole!! you're so good and hot!! i like to see u dance.. thru out the whole performance, as long as she's one of them, my eyes will just be on her and nobody else!! she has the talent in hip hop dancing!! nicole i love u!! jia you!! =)

haisx.. but today didn't see him.. and it's our 3rd mth.. and we didn't even meet up.. he went to the concert too.. but he didn't tell me who he's gg with.. hais.. when we were abt to leave, i saw him with his god sis AGAIN!! i hate this feeling.. if it's on normal days.. i'm ok with it.. but it's TODAY!! the 10th!! SICKENING!! DAMN BU SHUANG lor..thou there's some other frens, i just feel tat i'm neglected.. i got this feeling that ta bu ba wo fang zai yan li.. if so.. why be with me?? go and be with her lar!! IDIOTIC..

hais.. super no mood.. told HIM abt this us.. and suprisingly, HE called me.. and we chatted a while.. poor HIM cannot book out till tml afternoon.. but really apprecaited the effort of calling to comfort me.. thnx YOU!!

k lar.. tat's it.. buais.. nite ppl..

hehex.. pract test finish le.. finally man.. hais.. but.. i think i got 1 mistake le.. not very sure also.. but hope it was not a mistake bahs.. if not i wld rather go bank into e wall.. .... after the pract test.. i was damn tired lor.. went to foodcourt 1.. but i realise i didn't bring enough money.. so can't eat thou i'm hungry.. me tong and jun waited for the guys to finish eating.. then we headed towards the MRT station tgt.. at e train station, michael was e onli guy goin e same direction as us.. e journey was made short with accompany.. like michael said: if the whole of DBT/1B02 was there at e train, we wld have reached punggol when we were at around boon keng station.. hahas..

k lar.. den we went off to the market at kovan for lunch.. tong really has a big stomach.. she ate 2 plates of chicken rice.. when she wanted the 2nd plate, she was so pai seh to go and buy herself.. so michael helped her instead.. hahas.. she's so cute lor.. jun was down with a super jia lat sore throat.. she nearly couldn't talk.. poorthing.. a lot of things can't eat.. in e end she ate a bowl of fisball mee kia soup.. after eating, we went back hm..

when i reached hm, i suddenly have this urge to wash my hamsters de cage.. and to put the isolated hamsters back to the big cage so that i wun need to feed them water every nite.. its super sians.. so i started out with the small cage.. all the cages were super dirty lor.. it took me 3 hrs to complete washin everything.. hais.. wasted my 3 hrs.. but nvm lar.. now my hamsters can get to stay in clean envt!! hahas.. happy for them too..

after completin, i decide to come online to play my neopets!! hahax.. so now i'm off to play my neopets.. buai!!

yeah!! IO chem finish le!! luckily the test wasn't too difficult.. *phew* after tml's BMIC pract test.. i'm done with all the test.. but... after the test.. it's the EXAMS!! so scary.. and it's so fast lor.. hais.. i think it'll soon be over.. and i'm free!!! hahas.. so happy..

k lar.. i'm off to play neopets!! buai ppl..

hmmm... FINALLY!!! i'm done with 2 quizzes and there's 1 more tml and a pract test on thurs.. continously for 3 DAYS!! can die lor.. hais.. today's cellbio test was really a mess.. there's this qns on translation.. i wasn't very sure of the mRNA strand as i was confuse with all the 3' and 5' terminal.. hais.. forget it lar.. hope wat i did was correct.. and there's this qns where i tot it was the green tat is dominant as this is usually the norm.. but it wasn't this time round.. luckily when ms shu says hand up that time jun spotted my mistake.. and i quickly make the ammendments.. thnx JUN!!

nxt was the gems test.. i tot it was kind of easy thou.. but scared the other way round will happen.. hais.. just have to pray for the best.. =)

k lar will update on the test tml de.. buai ppl.. =D

tml gt 2 test!! this is super SIcKenIng!~!~! but i think i will only concentrate on Cell bio today instead of PFP.. sorry to my PFP teacher.. cellbio is so much more impt.. lolx..

ytd.. study till too sianx le. so i msg HIM to busybody a bit.. hahas.. HE's ok with HIS gal le.. felt so happy for him.. i guess all this small quarrel would definitely help strengthen the bond btwn them.. hope they can be happy till e end!! =D

me and my dear has been so busy with all the Quizzes.. all the quizzes are like floodin us lor.. i can't even spend time with him.. cos when we revise our work, both of us prefer to study on our own as we will get distracted.. hahax.. so i guess we wun be able to go out tgt fr now till exams are over.. hais.. miss my dear so much lor.. but is better for both of us this way! =)

kk tat's it.. off to study AGAIN!! hahas.. wish my dear and my class good luck for the quizzes and exams!! =D

hmm.. this will be a short one as i do didn't wan to neglect my blog.. lolx.. ytd.. HE told me he quarelled with his gf again.. i was kinda of feelin sad fo r HIM.. he's like suffering in his realtionship.. but somehow i felt tat HE likes her quite a lot.. just tat the gal dun understand HIS feelings.. hais.. really hope HE dun get sad so often.. how i wis i can bring laughters to HIM everyday.. =D

k lar.. today i did nothing except study eat and slp.. hahas.. actually wanna go alpha's place de.. but in the end cancelled le.. hmmm.. saded all becos of cell bio, PFP and IO chem quizzes nxt tues and wed.. hais.. hope i can do my best bahx..

tat's all.. bye ppl.. s

hmmm... today as per normal, my lessons were dry and boring which makes me feel like slpin.. but luckily i managed to stay awake in all lessons..hmmm.. one demoralising thing is tat my gems de ICA3 scored very low marks lor.. hais.. i think is we didn't do it as a formal report style.. ours is kinda informal.. sadx..

hais.. nvm lar.. after lesson went to meet up with sam in the library.. so long didn't meet him le.. the feeling of seein him and feel his presence kinda make me forget some of my worries.. =) as i need to go down to AMK to bai bai, we went off straight after meetin him.. so he acc me to AMK de train station den go back to bukit gombak again.. poor dear.. another 45mins de train journey..

nxt i went to bai bai with my parents, grandma, da ah yi and da yi zhang.. after bai bai and eveything, it was already 8 plus near to 9pm le.. damn tired lor.. so i went off with my aunt, da yi zhang, and grandma..

i acc my grandma to the bus stop.. kinda of worried for her as she's old le den its quite late already lor.. so i asked her if she wan me to send her to the bus interchange a not.. she say no need.. so i acc her wait for bus instead.. while waiting for bus, we chatted.. my hokkien wasn't very pro.. so when tokin to her i was a bit chopy.. hahax.. but i find the chat very fun and meaningful.. the feeling is very nice.. i luv my grandma!! she's so cute.. =D

k lar.. tat's all le.. gg to study le..

wow!! finally.. the stupid IDEA thingy is finally over.. so happy!! hahax.. and today we had a short day.. we are off qt 11am!! hahas.. actually wan ask dear go eat lunch de.. but he no reply.. so sad.. but nvm lar.. decided to go out with my class ppl.. we hang around the sch for a while to take photos as my IDEAS grp were dresses in formal.. hahax.. these 2 pics are short of michael.. he's chatting away with the guys!!

nxt at the Dover station, we finally decided on goin to CWP.. on the train i took some fotos with jun but tong refused to let me take her foto.. but i manage to snap one.. here it goes..







ok.. when we reached CWP.. we asked alpha to decide where to eat as it's his di pan.. hais..even this kind of things we also need a ong time to decide.. finally we decided on Swensens.. and most of us ate the baked rice.. super nicEE!! hahax.. den we go walk walk at CWP.. hopin to find something for sam as our third month is approaching.. hais.. so hard to buy things for guys lor.. in the end i haven't gt anything for him as i can't find any.. sad..

just to add on.. when on the train, i browse thru Jun's hp.. ad i saw this photo which i think i look kinda boyish and lian.. and so i ask Jun to send me so i can post it on my blog!! =)

okie.. that's all for now.. bye..

WHY WHY WHY must i be the one who is sufferin?!?!?! it's THEIR RESPONSIBILITY for them to send in the files to me ANTOMATICALLY.. not MINE!! i'm not the one who is responsible for their work.. sickening.. after so much reminder still doesn't work!! i still have presentation tml lor.. all inconsiderate soles.. wait till u are in my shoes then u knoe wat i'm goin thru now!!!! DAMN PISSED NOW!!!!! wat the hell lor.. sickening!!!!!

woke up at 7:20 today.. it was kinda late as i was suppose to meet my grp members 8:30 outside our sch library..haix.. so have to rush le.. luckily by the time i reached the sch library, i was onli late for abt 5 mins.. so we started to do our IDEAS proj.. so sickening.. it seems never ending to me lor.. we've been workin on this almost everyday dunnoe since when lor.. but luckily tml is the presentation.. so die die have to finsish by today.. and we did it!! so happy!! here's a pic of our product:hahax.. =D but one bad news is tat we are all not very prepared for tml's presentation.. aiya.. heck care le.. just faster get over this stupid thing lor.. we are BIOTECH students.. not BUSINESS sch students lor.. i hate things related to business (except accounting)!! i was lucky to have such wonderful and humorous grp members.. thus most of our time was spent on laughing.. HAHAX.. by the time we finish this proj, it was already 4 plus near to 5 le.. i was super tired on our way hm..

on our way back.. michael ask how many grandchildren does my grandma has.. and so i counted.. ... ... the result is she has 16 grandchildern!!! that's a lot lor.. i was shocked.. and so were mic.. ahax.. he told us that he only has abt 7 cousins in total.. so i discovered a new fact abt my family today! Hehex.. k lar.. off to do some touch up on the proj le.. bye..