Monday, December 18, 2006
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alrites.. i knoe i've been lazy to blog lately.. but here i am.. bloggin again.. and maybe disappear for a few wks then post another one.. lols..
so so so much things hav happen lately.. things relaeted to studies, friends, relationships.. i guess all these things are popping up becos i am growing up.. and i need to learn from all these obstacles in order to be a real adult bahs.. i seriously need to learn to take things easy.. i knoe i'm super competitive.. i hate myself for gettin results tat are far far below my own expectations.. while all the others are like far better than me.. i really need to pull up my socks.. but how!? no matter how hard i tried and studied for all the quizzes.. disappointment is always wat i get.. i hate tis sem.. i seriously hate it.. i dunno why.. all these are just excuses.. i just need to change my stupid attitude towards ppl and studies..
ppl around me are like pms-ing.. while ppl tat i'm not very closed to last time.. are ppl whom i tink i can tok to now.. i knoe it sound a bit funny.. plus the FYP thingy.. all the true characters are shown thruout the whole DBT stage 2B.. god bless all the ppl bahs.. ppl can never be perfect bahs.. everyone is putting on different masks when tokin to different ppl or when they are in different situations.. i need to understand this philosphy bahs.. hao bahs.. tink i sahll stop here le..
*qi needs to learn how to be contented wit life*
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it wasnt another empty promise, was it?
-12/18/2006 08:55:00 PM
